{"id":116,"date":"2022-06-07T14:37:37","date_gmt":"2022-06-07T13:37:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.thebookofvisions.net\/blog\/?p=116"},"modified":"2023-07-20T14:50:22","modified_gmt":"2023-07-20T13:50:22","slug":"116","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.thebookofvisions.net\/blog\/?p=116","title":{"rendered":"Pilgrimage #8: An ending of sorts"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Day &nbsp;#17<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m walking the final stretch of this pilgrimage with two old friends. Chiv and I sleep in the van overnight at a secluded spot on Romney Marsh, before heading to Sandling train station, where Rasheeqa is meeting us from London to start walking. Conviviality was a key aspect of the founding version of this pilgrimage, for which I had planned to identify and meet, walk, and share food with people who in some way connected to my search for&nbsp; \u2018acts towards and visions of a positive future society\u2019. Through the course of the pandemic, and a year of walking in circles in my local ancient woodland, that context became more and more distant from my thinking as I was drawn further inwards with each revolution and the idea of conviviality increasingly distant. The resulting pilgrimage &#8211; more \u2018Pilgrims Progress\u2019 than \u2018Canterbury Tales\u2019 &#8211; has largely reflected that shift, so it feels good to get out of myself and share the last stage of walking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s late April and, as we ascend wooden steps into Heane Wood, not far from the outskirts of Folkestone, the life of the woodland is emerging from dormancy with a rude burst of colour, sound and smell. Rasheeqa is a forager and herbalist so within minutes we\u2019re chewing on three cornered leeks, gathering ground ivy for tea and garlic mustard leaves for lunch. A deepening of my plant knowledge is something I feel I\u2019ve missed over the course of the walk, and becoming less human has been a recurrent theme, so it feels entirely appropriate to spend the final stage of this journey ingesting the landscape we pass through.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One thing noticeable today is the strong feminine influence in local Christian history, with churches honouring sixth century British female saints Ethelburga and Aenswythe and another to St Margaret of Antioch in the parish of Womenswold. We sleep in a church in Barham in the evening and are warmly met by the warden John and curate Lesley. Her infectious enthusiasm for these peripheral local histories is clear, and she shows us an interesting book in the church that is a collection of letters and accounts written by female Christian mystics.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Day\u00a0 #18<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rasheeqa has made up a pilgrim tincture of mugwort (for visionary dreaming), plantain, also known as waybread in old English (because it grows best on trodden paths and can be placed in socks to counter foot inflammation) and nettles (Roman soliders used to whip their legs with nettles before long marches to aid circulation). They are also three of the herbs named in the Medieval incantation known as the \u2018Nine Herbs Charm\u2019. I particularly like the plantain section:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And you, Waybread, plant-mother!<br>You\u2019re open to the east, yet mighty within:<br>Carts creaked over you, women rode over you,<br>over you brides bellowed, over you bulls snorted!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You withstood it all\u2014and you pushed back:<br>You withstood venom, you withstood air-illness,<br>you withstood the horror who travels over land.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As it\u2019s the final day of the pilgrimage to Canterbury (I\u2019ve chosen to walk on to Whitstable tomorrow), we fill it with little waymarking rituals. I feel at ease in the knowledge that this walk has shifted something in me. I\u2019m not looking for anything in particular out of reaching the destination because I know that, although necessary, it isn\u2019t what the pilgrimage has been, or arguably is ever, about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We reach Canterbury cathedral too late to be let in but the gate guard looks at my unconventional Riddley Walker-esque take on pilgrim attire and nods us through with a slight smirk. We enter the cathedral just as the final strains of evensong are fading but it\u2019s enough to feel the remarkable acoustics of the place. I finally stop walking and stare up in awe as the sound of the organ bounces between the caverns above. My knees tremble and I\u2019m reminded of Rupert Sheldrake\u2019s assertion that cathedrals are designed to induce altered states of consciousness.&nbsp; We wander about a bit until a verger starts edging us silently towards the door and make our way towards a local hostelry to rest&nbsp; bones and quench thirsts. I decide to leave serious reflection to another day. That day hasn\u2019t come yet, and maybe it won\u2019t. It feels like the learning from the last nine months is already beginning to emerge in other ways beyond the pilgrimage itself, even beyond a walking practice. I\u2019m not going to rush it. I\u2019ve learnt that at least.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Day #19 \u2013 epilogue<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m walking the eight miles from Canterbury to Whitstable with a local \u2013 writer Christopher Stone. We meet to look at the wall mural in the cathedral depicting the life of St Eustace, who inspired a cult following in Canterbury. The mural is also famously what inspired Russell Hoban to write the classic novel Riddley Walker, set in a future post-nuclear version of Kent. The novel has been part of the constellation of influences for this pilgrimage, and I re-read it last year as part of my research. Written in a kind of devolved version of English, the line that keeps coming back as I\u2019ve been walking is Riddley\u2019s mantra \u2018The onlyes power is no power\u2019 from his lysergic meltdown\/epiphany in the ruins of Canterbury (Cambry) castle. \u201cI cud feal some thing growing in me it wer like a grean sea surging in me it wer saying, LOSE IT. Saying, LET GO. Saying, THE ONLYES POWER IS NO POWER\u201d. It\u2019s always felt to me that this relinquishment of power is also a relinquishment of modernity\u2019s insane urge for human control over a subordinated nature and, as such, it could also be my mantra for this journey. I am, however, glad that it\u2019s not accompanied by a pack of murderous wild dogs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, on we go. Chris is wonderful company, a treasure trove of stories and connections, people we know independently and a depth of local knowledge and insight. The reason I had decided on Whitstable as a final destination is down to a mysterious sand formation known as the street, that stretches most of a kilometre due north into the Thames estuary. Unmoved by Canterbury cathedral as my pilgrim destination, I was taken with this path going straight out into the sea, and I\u2019m pleased to discover from Chris that there is local thinking connecting the curious earth work to standing stones in the grounds of St Augustine\u2019s abbey exactly seven miles due south from the end of the street out in the sea, and passing through a sequence of churches and burial mounds in between. Coincidence? Ley line? Really, who knows, but I\u2019m pleased with finding some resonance for my instinct.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The tide is in when we arrive, and I need to leave before it goes out again, but I\u2019m used to these kind of non-events at the end of pilgrimage. The lack of fanfare or really any kind of marking point seems fine to me. I had thought I would throw the hazel staff I made for this pilgrimage into the sea but that seems to mark an end that I really don\u2019t feel. One of the pilgrim archetypes is \u2018seeker\u2019 and this pilgrimage has echoed the ups, downs, searches for meaning and moments of epiphany that I value as part of life. The question of whether art reflects life or life reflects art seems irrelevant at this point; I can no longer distinguish between the two. So I\u2019ll come back one day soon, when I can walk out into the middle of the sea at night, surrounded by stars and water, and think about where this road to nowhere goes next.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Day &nbsp;#17 I\u2019m walking the final stretch of this pilgrimage with two old friends. Chiv and I sleep in the van overnight at a secluded spot on Romney Marsh, before heading to Sandling train station, where Rasheeqa is meeting us from London to start walking. 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